Fucked For Life

Yes I have been posting too often. No, none of you (three now I think) probably check this often enough to catch all the posts. I don't really give a fuck. I mean, most of the posts are just me indulging my anger and frustration and all that shit and are probably unsuited for anyone else to read anyway. Thats ok. I need to get it out. 

Anyway. I didn't sleep last night, semi insomnia semi willfully. Instead I rode the subway all around trying to write songs and draw some interesting doodles and then busked at fourteenth street in the early morning. The doodles sucked and I have something to say about that but I'll say it later. The songs, luckily, didn't. Which is to say I haven't put them to guitar yet so I don't know but the songs in their platonic for seem good to me. Heres one. Unfortunately it has heavy Deerhunter influence when it plays in my mind but hopefully when I solidify the melody and a guitar part I can ebb that out.

Lifted my breath off my lungs

In front of everyone

God is that land you won

Ahhhhhhhhhhh

Lifted my breath off my lungs

In front of everyone

God is that land you won

Down by the sea

Lifted my head off my tongue

I don't know anyone

Hell is the life I won

I don't know anyone

I don't know anyone

Its a disease

Down with the sadder trees

Down with the sadder trees

It might be just what I need

I can't hear you stealing me

God just takes whatever he needs

God just takes whatever he needs

God just takes whatever he needs

It doesn't have much to do with me

It doesn't have much to do with me

It doesn't have much to do with me at all

Lifted my breath off my lungs

In front of everyone

In front of everyone

In front of everyone...

all in a series of futures