Chop Suey

A depressing day is one where you discover how much less interesting your life is then Aiden's

I don't think you trust in my self righteous suicide



New song

The lights falling down making a loud sound
And cooling my eyes off again
Don't I know all to soon I will be
Loving, wishing that I couldn't see

I'm not half out the door way, I'm already gone
I keep telling my self that it won't before long
And its a minute and half past the day
And I plead for the layers to all go away

So that its ok to say I don't want you to stay
If leaveing is the key than I don't want to play
Babe is it alright that I don't care
Honey, can you believe that I'm not there

I don't know what you want from me
And I'm not willing to give it anyway
What you need is some peace of mind
But I'm not giving any away

Its a start

Stop and wait a sec,
When you look at me like that my darling,
What did you expect


Like a Rolling Stone

I made a mix tape about a month ago for no reason other than I was a bit angry. I spent three days and at least twelve hours working on it and I was pretty happy with the results. Though I intended it to be an anger themed tape Side A came out being a mix of short punk rock tracks that I seldom listen too as well as a few quirky songs from other genres. None of the songs on this side clocked at much more then 3 minutes. In fact they were short enough that I was able to fit eleven songs onto a short half hour. Side B ended up with much longer songs, some longer then six minutes, and contained a lot of songs about death or suicide. All of these songs I've been unable to get out of my head, especially Side B. Adrian teases me by saying that this means I'm suicidal but I don't think thats the case, though it does kinda scare me. Anyway, heres the track listing.

Mix 12/19-24/o7

Side A

About a Girl - Nirvana
Brand New Cadillac - The Clash
Sex and Candy - Marcy Playground
Sweet Diane - Rivers Cuomo and Sloan
Uh, Uh - Teenage Harlets
Heartbreaker- Led Zepelin
Smooth Criminal -Michael Jackson
Tiny Robots - The Phenomenauts
Franco Un-American - NOFX
Welcome to Jamrock - Damien Marley
Tea for the Tillerman - Cat Stevens

Side B

Shit Luck - Modest Mouse
Jesus Christ Pose - SoundGarden
Pepper - Butthole Surfers
Chop Suey! - System of a Down
No Feeling - The Sex Pistols
Settle for Nothing - Rage Against The Machine
Like a Rolling Stone - Bob Dylan

but now you realize
hes not selling any alibis
as you stare into the vacuum of his eyes
and ask Do you want to make a deal?