17.3.12

if you took out the bedsheet you'd see
the fire that happened to me


you left rosy in the morning
warm skin in light of dawning
burnt in from lack of curtains
and fire from manhattan
burnt in with longing patterns for me

if you took out the bedsheets you'd see
let me know what happened to me

the morning to make you coffee
I waste my time

smile and you'll feel better
smile and this pain will fall
smile and it'll make you happy
smile over your coffe
you said smile and it'll make you feel better
smile and you'll feel at all
smile it'll make you feel

you left rosy in the morning
warm skin in light of dawning
burnt in from lack of curtains
and fire from manhattan
fresh flared in from brooklyn
burnt in with longing patterns for me

bathed in sunshine
afraid of dying

bathed in sunshine
I am
afraid of dying

if you woke up too early you'd see
catch me as I'm trying to leave

well framed from where you sit
the angle the light hits
reflected to my dark eyes
calling me to touch your lips
overexposed never to be seen again

bathed in sunshine
afraid of dying
you are bathed in sunshine
I am afraid of dying
you are
bathed in my mind
I am
afraid of dying

if you took out the bedsheets you'd see
catch me as I'm trying to leave
the fire that happened to me

the morning I burn your coffee and waste my time

thinking smile and I'll feel better
smile and your pain will fall
smile and be happy
and pray for the morning
and pray for this falling
smile and you'll feel at all
because I'm afraid this is to small.

15.3.12

A golden bird on a golden boat
I will become
I am not strong I am not proud
I have not won

pull out your eyes with your nails
pull your cheeks down
pull your neck down
your memories out